I knew this week had to come, and though I am so excited for Malan and her new adventure, I won't pretend I'm being brave about it. My heart is breaking a little.
But we tried to make the most of our last few days of freedom:
We had one last "not a school night" sleepover in a blanket fort:
Then a special mommy date last night. We found a ceramic studio and Malan chose a butterfly to paint. Oh my, it was beautiful! Her creativity inspires me, and I'm happy about the fact that her little legs still don't reach the floor in a big person chair.
But we tried to make the most of our last few days of freedom:
We had one last "not a school night" sleepover in a blanket fort:
Then a special mommy date last night. We found a ceramic studio and Malan chose a butterfly to paint. Oh my, it was beautiful! Her creativity inspires me, and I'm happy about the fact that her little legs still don't reach the floor in a big person chair.
Today the morning came, though I woke up in the still-darkness and wished it wouldn't. Looks like she's ready to go, though, doesn't it?
Here comes the bus! Squeeze tight before you leave, sis!
Last wave, and she's off. Remind me why I'm not home-schooling?
I am so thrilled for you Malan. You can do anything. You are sweet and smart and tenderhearted and just perfect. I'm so happy to see you off to learn and grow and succeed. But all day is just a long time apart, don't you think? We miss you.
I must say I held things together pretty well and gave Malan dry eyes and a smile as she left.
Then I had an ugly cry over my bowl of frosted mini wheats when I got home.
Jane, Liv, and I had a sweet day together and, wow, time to go pick Malan up from the bus already. You bet I'm going to squeeze her so tight!
21 comments:
oh what cute sisters holding hands to school. i bet janey misses her a lot. all day IS long for a 5 year old! that's just crazy. i loved all the pictures. especially the one of jane waving good-bye to the blurred school bus.
i'm sure this has got to be a huge adjustment for you sweet friend. thinking of you!
Awww, off she goes. I didn't think it would affect me but I definitely dabbed a tear after Chloe got on the bus the first time. Darling matching skirts on those girls. Good luck, Malan!
I'm feelin' it too.
she looks so much like you- so cute!
All day is a long time. Jules starts next year- I think its going to come too fast.
I shed a few tears with you, Kate. I am so proud of my beautiful grandchildren heading off to school. I know that Malan and Ethan are the smartest, cutest kids to head off into the world of formal education this year. Love you all.
I can't believe how many of my friends, family and colleagues have children going to kindergarten this year: 8! 8 beautiful children going off into a world bigger then them. I truly wish all of these kids the best. Elementary school was tough.
Ms. Malan looks so much like you. When I see her face I see your face when we were in the 4th or 5th grade. I remember when you came to our grade and if Ms. M is anything like you, she'll be more then just fine!
Love your writing and photos!
R~
I can't wait to hear how her first day went! I'm still in denial that she's old enough for school :)
I shed a few tears after seeing the darling pictures. Tell Malan she looks like a wonderful student, and we know she will be the best in her class. We miss seeing all of you. love ya lots
I remember those feelings as if they were yesterday with each of my kids. I attended the Homeschool convention at BYU the month before I sent him off. As awesome as homeschooling is, Public school has been good to my kids. If it harder on them emotionally and I think that can be a good thing. They hear and see things you wish they wouldn't, but that is the world we live in and gives them an opportunity to stand immovable...
The feelings come again when they start each new adventure; Jr. High, Highschool, College and Missions. I'm sure I will feel that same lonely out of control feeling when they get married. Change is fun for them but hard on the momma. I sent off Will, Colt & Hudson this week to BYU and talk about anxiety all night and day. Then they called so excited after their first day of classes and I calmed right down.
Life and it's changes...Relish the moment.
This made me cry. I totally feel the same way! Ben only goes for half day though. It seems they are ready to break free and fly before we are ready to let them.
I'm sure she'll just love it. You are so sweet Kate.
Uhm, I didn't take any pictures of Meredith as she was leaving. I guess the fourth kid going to kindergarten just doesn't seem so momentous.
I also love those skirts. Where'd you get them?
Congrats, Malan! I like her haircut. She definitely looks all grown up and ready to tackle the world. And I agree, the skirts are "barkshic" (WV).
First day of school is always tough... more on the moms than the children, i think.
I hoped Malan enjoys her first year at school.
i'm glad we got to spend a little time together yesterday, you are such a wonderful momma :)
This is the sweetest post. Such cute sisters... almost makes me wish I had a little sister. ;) All day is too long... I hear ya!
It is so bitter sweet isn't it?! She'll have such a great time though! Your girls are just SO adorable! Love the post! What sweetie pies!
Oh! It makes me want to go cling on to my own girl! They grow up so fast!!! I'm so glad she was in a skirt for the first day! Darling!!! Well, I hope she loves it!!! I love the pre-school day adventures!!! You're such a great mom!!!
Kate, I got your post. Thanks. I decided not to send Logan to pre-school this year. It seems as though your children get so much love and teaching from you. I am not looking forward to sending Logan off either.
You always remind me of the importance of little things. . .and how precious each moment is. Especially when it comes to children. Thanks for helping me to remember. Also, CONGRATS on baby girl number 4!! So excited for you!!!
I was thinking of you today. I hope you are feeling wonderful and that new baby girl is growing along perfectly!
I'm so glad we are in touch again.
R~
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