Caleb had a dream about me last night. He dreamed I was in a horrible hiking accident and had to be rushed to the hospital. He waited anxiously outside the door to surgery until they finally wheeled me out. Unfortunately all that was left of me was just a head resting on sled runners, with hooks for arms protruding from either side. The kindly surgeons had taken the trouble to carefully style my hair, which was now "waist" long and luxurious. I smiled sweetly up at Caleb from the gurney. He gently picked my head up, gave me a little squeeze, and said, "Oh, I'm so glad you're. . .ok. You look . . .beautiful." And that was it.
When Caleb told me about it I had been battling a sinus pressure headache all night and the only thing I could think was that if I was just a head, I would hurt all over. But I do find it reassuring to know I'll still be loved if something really awful happens.